Day by Day i live...

It is July..Finally the 1st of July..=.=..Swt..Tomorrow is Sarah's birthday..Too bad I wont be celebrating with her since it is on a Monday and she DOES NOT HAVE ANY PARTY WHAT-SO-EVER!

    I have not been updating this shit for quite a long time already..Since I cannot remember what i've been doing for the pass few days, i will just be updating what i can remember..xD..ON the 29th June, Kee Hao and I went to OU..=D..we played bowling..I sucked but Ii also had fun..LoL..The only reason Kee Hao got so good is because i told him a technique which i cannot seem to master myself..xD

    We meet some of his friends there as well..They were really friendly and all..Met Tejvinder(Gurtej's Bro) and suprisingly he remembers me..LoL..We talked for a while..He is really funny..Then after that, met up with Sue Ann, Nicole and Kar Yann..We ate Shakeys!YUMMMM....But after that, meet Nicholas and his cousin, David for dinner which was really nice of him tooo belanja us..=)

    Yesterday, we went to Megamall...It was fun but boring as well..Hiahz..Nothing to update anymore..xD..Hope i can have more funner, better days ahead..XD

~Jojo~

What a boring life im leading too now..Nothing interesting to tell, nothing interesting to type..

Here are some pictures Kee Hao and I took in my room when he was sleeping over for the pass 2 days..Lol..We are such crazy people i tell you..We wrestle, play cards, and watch movies in the middle of the morning..Sleep only like 4-6 in the mornings and wake up in the afternoon..xD..what healthy life huh?..=)



Me and Kee Hao, my couz..LoL..er...dont know..we were high!!hehe



Oooooo dark dark..I like it...Heheh hardly can see our sohai faces...



What were we doing?..Oh yeah he was looking at the cards and i was like "click"



Sohai faces man...Hahahahha...=X



Sleeping sohai faces..



Me whispering in KH ear..XD..hehehe...=)

Tomorrow Transformers comign out!! i wanna watch la...Hahaha I think going tomorrow to watch with my cousin and bro..Not sure yet but i really wanna watch lo..=)..everybody go school, i get to stay here and watch movie!!wakakakaka...OMG..im evil..xD....

~Jojo~

As time goes by..Things start to change..I never thought it could happen to me...

At 4.45pm today, Kee Hao, Justin and I were happily on our way driving back to Bukit Utama from One Utama, took the Puay Chai road, laughed, chatted and suddenly at 4.55pm, it all changed..A kancil was turning into a junction and we were going straight..I was sitting infront with Kee Hao and Justin was sitting at the back..Here are some pictures taken after the accident..Oh and KH's car was a Kelisa..



The dent in front of the car...



Further out view of the car...



And the left -overs on the road...

These pictures were taken by my phone and in my phone was taken by the webcam..so if there is any blur blur, unclear things, that means my hands were shaking of the shock that still hunts me..Thankfully we were all fine and no one got hurt..We went to the police station after that..To make a police report..We were not in the wrong and thankfully my uncle and aunty understood..

I do hope that my cousin will recover from the shockness and be more careful in the future..This is a small, minor warning to all drivers out there...Or going-to-be-drivers..Like me..=D..

Except that incident, my day went oh-so-well..A lil sadness here and there which totally sucked..I also talked to my elder cousin and he gave me some good and very important advise that i think will help me in the future..I thank GOD for him being with me..=)..

I just wish that Kee Hao wont find my blog because i promised him that i wont mention his name but it is too hard...xD...

sorry if you read this...xD....

~Jojo~

  Feeling a lil numb and weird lately...Why?...I dont know..ask him, ask her, or ask them..Dont ask me..xD..

  Meet a few people lately thru msn and stuff..Nice..=)..I even added one of Jon's friends..I think he is really nice and the only reason i added him is because i think his blog is the cutest thing ever!!..xD..Talking about knowing how to blog..LoL..

    Today, honestly, i did absolutely NOTHING...hiahz..Em, i went out and teman my mom to wash her car la..But if not, i'll be in BUKIT UTAMA for the whole time!...Went to my granny's hse to eat..Yummy..Yeah tht is about it...

Nothing seems to go my way..Nothing seems to be up..Everythin goes down and down..down all the way..I wanted the truth and I got it..Why cant I make up my mind about it?Why must i always be sooooo confused and complicated?Is it my destiny to not have a boyfriend ever?!?All goes wrong, everything is so complicated!

  All i want to do now is start college and enjoy my summer holidays while it last.. Before when i came back to Malaysia, i wish everyday tht i was back, but now when im back, i wish iam somewhere else..Gosh, i dont noe wht to wish and definately dont know wht to think about...Everyone ask me to chill..Im chilling!..Im just feeling numb and OMG, i have not felt numb all my life..I cant cry, i cant smile, i only can stare at the computer screen feeling numb..

No mood to blog no more..

~Jojo~

    What have I done wrong?..All i did was asked you for the truth..You told me about Melissa, why did'nt you tell me about Hui Min? Nothing is gonna change even if I knew the truth..I might just say "okay, but you dont like her anymore ryt?"..Why must you be soo fustrated?..why must you be so unhappy?..You asked me to tell you about what Kar Inn told me..I told you and now your so angry?..I still <3 you ok?..If that is wht u want me to say, i'll say it..I cant change how angry you are right now, but i hope you will think of what your being angry about and ask yourself who are you hurting the most right now..You?..Or Me?..By not talking to me, i can tell you that you are hurting me more..I dont know what i've done wrong..Tell me..

~Jojo~

This I dedicate to Jonathan Chandra for supporting me in everything i do..And by doing so, I took some smiley pictures for you..Something you have always wanted to see..XD..LoL..



Me fiddling with my camera snapped by my brother..XD



Smiling for you...



Oh gawd, im fat..=X...

  Anyway, time to update my blog with some of my daily life..=)..Im so happy I got to solve things up with my anoying so lovable brother..But to tell you the truth, he is one pain in my ass kindda guy..=P...But i still love him..Today, Sue Ann invited me to do to TTDI's IU day, but sadly i caould not make it..=(...sorry Sue!!At 7, my family and I went to my aunty's belated bday "party". We ate seafood..It was yummy..Took pictures too..But it is in their camera and not mine..Im gonna steal some pictures soon..^^...keke..

  Nothing interesting today but a whle lot of people have been adding me up in myspace..ahahah..Some bunch of ppl i dont know..XD...Oh well, hope they are no one BAD..I'll end up with you have to read Jon's blog..Soooo cute...=)...And in my FAV colour, BLACK!!...xD...
www.metalforgod99.blogspot.com

~Jojo~

Today, I woke up with a phone call from Danail saying that he might be late to come to my house at 11 somethin nearly 12..So i was obviously dissapointed!I wanted to sleep again but since i have been already been awaken with such DISSAPOINTEDNESS, i thought i would make myself feel less dissapointed by going online..=D..My granny called me in like 5 minuites after i've already turned the comp on and have signed in my msn..She asked me if i've already eaten lunch and invited me out with my aunties and cousin..Here is the conversation changed into ENGLISH version from Canto..

Popo: Hey Joanne, Have you eaten Lunch?
Joanne: Popo, How can i have eaten lunch when i've just woke up, not yet changed, not yet shower?
Popo: Ohhhh...You have not dont those things yet?..Ok we can wait for you..Faster k..
Joanne: alright..Where are we going?
Popo: OUT!!

And tht was our conversation..So i hurried and showered..While showering i was brushing my teeth, washing my face and putting soap on my body..It was the FASTEST shower i've taken in AGES! But anyway, after i did those things, I called my aunty and she asked me to wait for 5 minuites before going down..=.=..I was stressed!!...

5 minuites later, i went down waiting for my granny and aunties..They came down..We walked to the car and drove to the school to drop my little cousin to school before actually going to OU for lunch..In OU, we ate thai food which was HOT HOT HOT!!! Gosh..LoL..I truly cant call myself a TRUE Malaysian before I can eat spicy hot things...=(..Sobs..But anyway, after lunch, we went and send my other little cousins to Cosmotots..LoL..

While we were on the way back..We were talking about "love" and how we show our "love" to our siblings..My answer was "by hitting"..well it is true..My brother and I always fight..but we still LOVE each other..=)..Hmmmz...So we were passing thru KBU college and my aunt asked if I wanted to see teh college..I was like alright..since i got nothing better to do at home...

My cousin, Kee Hao, followed me in and I asked about the college, and the programmes they offered..Nothing suited me..XD...The matriculation started in January next year and i cannot wait THAT long!!..Already 2 weeks of doing nothing is torturing me..And to think of starting college next year..OMG..How m i gonna have my HIGH dissipline back?...LoL.You noe wht i mean..xD..

On the way walking back to Bukit Utama, I stopped in BU3 school..At first, i did not wanna go..But since i cannot resist NOT seeing Danail, I had too..So my cousin and I walked there after a LONNNG negotiation with Kee Hao..xD..Anyway, after i went there, i saw Boon Hoe and immediately recognise him..Here is our conversation:

Joanne: Hey, Your Boon Hoe ryt?
Boon Hoe: Yeah
Joanne: Do you noe where Danail is?
Boon Hoe: Oh your.....is it?
Joanne: *nods*
Boon Hoe: Yeah *pointing* the one with blue shirt..
Joanne: Oh thanks..But i cant go there ryt?..There is a teacher beside him..
Boon Hoe: NVM 1, it is after school already..
Joanne: hmm nvm la..thx..
Boon Hoe: I call him k?*he went*
Kee Hao: wah you memang noe alot of ppl..

So Boon Hoe went and called him while Kee Hao and I were walking to the canteen..Danail and I chatted till 3.30..While Munira and Dunia were there also chatting..And Leon and Bryan came..I also intro'ed them to Kee Hao and told them he was 18..They all did not believe that he was 18..LoL..But anyway yeaah..

At 3.30, Kee Hao and I head home..Half way walking up there, Kee Hao asked if I would like to go to McD with his friend or not..Since i was obviously doing nothing that afternoon, i said ok..I called Danail up to tell him i was going to be in McD centerpoint and he told me he would meet me there..So we went and I met up with Danail..=)...

Danail and I saw alot of people that is from Danail's school..So he intro'ed me to them also..Liyana and her bf..After chatting a while, Hafiz, Hui Min and Kar Inn came..They were soooo funny...=)...Then at like 4.45, they went off..Dunia and Saiful came...They told us a really funny story that i would soo love to share with the world but i know they would kill me if they ever get to see this..xD..

At 5.15, i asked Kee Hao's friend if my friends could actually tumpang her car to go back to their school..since it was on the way..She was very kind enough to say yes..=)..When they all got down and I got sent back to my house..My other thought is my brother who was coming back today..Gosh..How am i gonna survive with a BUG buzzing in my ear every now and then?..

Kee Hao came with my mom and I to the airport..LoL..Well, I was soo hyper that time that i was singging and laughing while waiting for my bro to come out of the airport..LoL..I dont know why I was soo high but i just was!!..Oh and to add that, I just knew i have a LONG LOST RELATED cousin who is studyin in BU3 and Danail knows him!..How weird is THAT?..xD

Oh well, my bro is back and all..So it is good..I went swimming with my cousin just now while it was raining..Bloody cold...Hahah but it was fun!!=P Hmmmmmm..Kee Hao is here right now..In my house..=DI guess he wont be going home tonight..=)..Oh well..I hope tomorrow will be as EXCITING as TODAY..xD...I cant wait to see Danail!!..Whhhheeeeeeeeee...My bro will also get to meet him..=D..M sooo happy and i cant wait!!...

Goodie Night..=D

~Jojo~

How stupid are you:

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.

So far: 3

[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
So far: 3

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
So far: 4

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh
So far: 6

[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[x] you use your fingers to do simple math.
So far: 8

[ ] You have eaten a bug
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over forsomething and realized it was in your hand
So far: 11

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
So far: 12

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
So far: 14

[ ]When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling/wall
[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
So far: 15

Not bad la..=P...Heheh..

~Jojo~

Specifically to Danail..

If you do not know where iam,I can tell you..If you do not feel comfortable,I can make u feel comfortable..But if you dont trust me,there cant be love..Without trust between us, there cant be love..After all we've said to each other, after all we've done together you still dont trust me..You don't know how I feel after i hung up on you..You did not even try to call me back..You can say "i tak biasa to be in a relationship" but you are in ONE!!Get use to it please..How long do you need?..1 day?..1 week?..1 month?..a YEAR?..Ok, how long can i wait?...Do you ever think about how i feel?..To tell you the truth, I spent an hour last night talking to Kaamini about how much I LOVE YOU..Guess what..It does not matter...Think what you wanna think..Do what you wanna do..Im dissapointed...



~Jojo~

The nerdy side of me..Wahahahaha...xD



Shaughnny's nerdy side...XD....



Me posing for the camera...=P



Smile..=D



Emo-ing..=P



Wht u drew when i was sooo bored!!



Walau...Wht is this?!?...Oh well..XD

~Jojo~

I had a really fun time with my boy today..=)..I feel sooo different..LoL..xD...Here are some blur pictures taken by the webcam..xD









terribally bad quality pictures...But wtv..i love this guy soooo MUCH!!..=)...

~Jojo~

Im starting my livejournal again...Hehe..I hope you guys will enjoy reading it again..I have been in Malaysia for a week plus and i miss Utahloy ALOT!!..Here are some memories i had in China..I will never forget this day!!





This is my whole 10A class before I had to leave for the airport..Sobz..=(..



Naomi, Lisa, Me and Yvonne..Da night before i had to leave..





Lisa and I...<3 thiz gal!!









MT rockerz!!...From Naomi to Manuel to Henrique to Edgar to MEEEEE.....








Fiona, Yvonna and I cmawhoring in BED!!...XD....

This is wht i have so far..=D...Will update sooooooooonn!!....Muax muax muax

~Jojo~

Hmmmz...Hols are here....Homework....mostly done...^^...Miss ppl in Utahloy..Wanna go back to school but dont want homework...Im confused with wht i want...=P...LoL...Well em...went out for dinner last night...Kindda cool...Gain weight..xD...need to go on a BIG BIG diet...!!Startin Monday on the 9th of Oct...LoL...Exercise...Sweat....Lose weight!!!My goal....Hahaha well...em life have been boring lately...Nothin much has been happening except for hols, Hong Kong....and homework..I soo neeed to start studyin now...But like it is impossible with all the stuff pulling me away from my table...Hahhahhaha......Dont blame mua!!!!...=X...Wellz...Im bored...I got nothin to type...Oh YEAH!!!!I'm gonna have a new teacher who is gonna teach me maths who is already teachin me Physics who is a bitch from Indonesia or Philipines....xD...WTH....I seriously HATE her...I hate the way she teaches...I HATE the way she looks at you...I hate the way she does not understand student and dont respects us....Gosh..I think no one in skool likes her...No one(not even the teachers) eat with her in school..Which i must admit is sad....Haihz..Im sooo glad she goes home everyday..If i have to see her at night too...Aiya...Cannot imagine man...LoL..Pokai does not care for me anymore...=(....Sadz......Nvm...I also dont care bout him...LoL...Oh wells got nothin else to write lerrr......Chio...

~Jojo~

The holidays are coming...That means to me...Homework...Homework and more homework...Also Hong Kong....I would be goin there on Saturday...I think...This week, my week has been a mixture of sadness, wildness and happiness...I really had fun with Joao...LoL...Everynight, we would hang out and all...Really like him...Haihz...I wish i would be typing somethin else now but i must say, I miss Ted...I cried and i have not been having enough sleep cause of him...I know it is hella stupid to do so...and yeah but this holiday, actually i would be goin bak to KL...But haha..guess wht!!I dont think so!!!....I just feel so....Regretfull and stuff like tht...Haihz...I dont know...Oh well...Everybody here thinks tht Joao and me are couples just because we hang out together and we hug...LoL...But come to think of it..I still cant get my head out of him...I just feel so dumb...I wish i could have wrote tht all tht happened on Sat was just a nightmare which i was goin through....I dont know...Well anyway...My friendship with Yvonne has been drifting apart but i dont really care...I feel a whole heavy burden out of me now...I feel more relaxed.....Haihz...K la...dont care adi la....WTV!!!

~Jojo~

Ted broke up with me yesterday...U might be thinkin...OH GOSH...hows sad and all...But haha yeah i cried but im over it...Yes it might still be haunting me...but he is not worth my tears...He lost the person who loved him alot...And i did not...we should be pityin him for not appreciation me..Haihz...Oh well shit happens but life must still go on!!~~
Oh well...so here goes on with my life...I had a fight with Physics teacher in skool on Wed...Sick and PISSED off man..Like most of the ppl hate her in the skool...Haihz....Wanna KILL her....LoL..Her name sounds like kemaluan...Her name is MEMALUAN.........Really malu man...Whteva...Anyway,yeah...Did well in my Chem, Bio, Geo, Physics unit tests...Thts something good for my week...Hmmmz....Now im single...single single single...I dont know...At least i can u know...look at leng zhais and dont feel guilty bout it!!YAY!!~~Haihz...

~Jojo~

My goodness...it is like almost a month i did not update my journal...It is diein..=_=....well life in China sucks...I wanna go bak to KL...Haihz...Stuff is cool..lately...We just finished celebratin Yvonne's bday..Heheh last Wednesday...So touched...N also coming is Eros and my brother's bday on the 19th!!Wheeeeee....So many ppl's bday,....N also on the 13th was me and Ted's 1st month and we kindda fought on tht day...I have not been talkin to him since...But i miss him a hell lot..I misss him more and more everyday...I feel so lifeless without him...I dont know...mayb i just need a break from everythin tht is goin on....xD..anyway here are some pics...



Me and Yvonne...hehehe some time bak liao...Like bout 2 weeks bak i think?...



Me...dont know wht i was doin also...xD....



Peace!!~~...will upload more when i get more...Hmmm...well i gtg fer dinner now....

~Jojo~

~Jojo~

When i opened my eyes this morning, i realized that iam not in Malaysia anymore but in China..My heart sank as i know i have to stay here for another 5-6 months until i get to go back to Malaysia to see my family and friends...At least some of my family members would be comin to China in October and i'll get to see them...But my friends well i'll see them on CNY and i'll make sure i'll be there foer my 16th birthday..If not, then we'll celebrate it on another day..xD...Haha well...haihz..I miss all of u guys man!!!U guys better take care of urself or i'll kill each and everyone of u..LoL..Especially Sue Ann, Danial, Alison, Papa Piggy(ming Hui), Tania, Kaamini, em em...William KOKO, LAI KEE HAO!!!....N em everyone i know...LoL...Oh well...Not Ted la of course...I wont kill him one...Hehe...But u better take care of urself if not i go back to Malaysia and slap u..LoL..*heart* u so much to kill u...Hehehehehe....well come on9 more often lo...Give me more testi!!Hehehehehehe....well well...I'll try to keep my journal updated so tht u guys know wht i've been doin here...LoL...If u guys ever bother to come and read it...xD...Updates later..Now still morning...*yawn*...U seee here so bored if in Malaysia sure got no time to update one...Haihz...

~Jojo~

IM IN CHINA AND IM NOT HAPPY BOUT IT AT ALL!!!I dont know why but like most of the time on the way to Palm Island(home in China), i have been thinkin bout him and i have been cryin the whole time...I have been also listening to my Ipod then like everytime a romantic song comes up or a song tht me and him have been thru sure i cry one...And then like whenever i see a couple so close i sure think of us...Haihz...It is not even a day and i miss him like mad liao!!!I wonder if he does misss me..Haihz...I want to talk to him soo badly..I guess he is bz studyin o wadever he is doin la...School is startin soon...Skool startin on Wed...Normal pick-up time and shit...Hiaihz...I wanna go back to Malaysia!!I cant wait for another holiday..xD...NG WU TED I MISS YOU!!!!

~Jojo~

Happy birthday Kaamini!!!!~~~Well belated....We had fun yesterday yeah?...LOL....I bet we did!!!Hehe how does it feel to be 15?....Ur like the youngest among Tania, u and me but still the tallest...Not fair!!xD...Hehe...I had fun yesterday!!Well...Yesterday will be the day tht i will never forget!!Hehe...*hold hands* *kisses*...LoL...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i really dont want tomorrow to comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!Im gonnnnnaaaaaa missssssssssssss alll of my friendsssssssss andddddd TEDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!~~~~Hehe i cant wait to see u later today....i love you alot!!!ok la....gtg bye bye!!~~

~Jojo~